Helped to get the art out. art out.
Grey room. And we … found blood in the drawing.. we didn’t put it there it was always there. But … Why is there blood in the bed Jes? Why? The hole in the wall w the kids room and 70s tv and posters from being a kid…. And that’s all.


And then it was time to burn. Eddie was the villian.. someone I know well hurting me… ?? Message but… It was the field of golden light I last saw him in and .. we fought and he wrapped me up in a satin red fabric that was massive and it had fire .. it was a fire fabric… – one side you could touch the other was on fire.. and I got wrapped up in a ball and it was getting hotter and hotter … On fire… Knew I was going to die.. burned alive .. knew it.. didn’t understand why? Why? Why?

I thought you loved me?