Month: April 2022

Here I go. down the drain. I felt nothing… Just cut to see how it would feel… Felt strangely good … Continue ReadingDown the drain…

That’s what I am trying to be. I just… for some reason really want to disappear. I don’t want to … Continue ReadingInvisible

I had an opportunity to have some quiet time to myself. Rich is in another room recovering from Covid and … Continue ReadingThe Stars

That’s how I feel. I feel crushed and raw and bleeding. I feel like it’s a day of accepting my … Continue ReadingAwful

I stayed up late last night journaling. I had to. It was the only thing could do to deal with … Continue ReadingLife

I woke up from a dream where I was floating in a vast ocean of clouds… weightless and unfeeling. Where … Continue ReadingInstincts

I can hear the sound of a heartbeat before it goes out Won’t ever leave my memory of bloodshed all … Continue ReadingHappy Birthday & Goodbye