High AF. trying so hard to block out any and all emotions .. but here they come!! I cant believe i tried to commit suicide a few days ago. Im really tired of living. why is the world so fucking cruel? My friend is about to miscarry.. after she heard the hearbeat… my stomach churned. and she was worried about dying only because her husband would be all alone with their 3y/o son and she didn’t think he’d be okay…… it hurt to hear her pain.. i have nothing though… nothing to offer and nothing to hold.
gonna leave