CategoriesThoughts Flashback Posted onFriday, 13 August 2021, 2:34 AMFriday, 13 August 2021, 8:54 PM Mild panic attack yesterday. Lots of brother flashbacks today. Cried brushing my teeth lol. Had to tell myself to hold … Continue ReadingFlashback
CategoriesThoughts Safety Posted onTuesday, 10 August 2021, 8:44 PM Touch is a loaded concept for me. I’ve spoken about it in the past, about what touch sometimes means for … Continue ReadingSafety
CategoriesThoughts It’s Fine Posted onThursday, 5 August 2021, 10:29 PMThursday, 5 August 2021, 11:26 PM I am a normal human. There’s nothing wrong with me. My brain is fine. There’s no competing parts or traumatized … Continue ReadingIt’s Fine
CategoriesThoughts Freedom Posted onTuesday, 3 August 2021, 7:32 AMThursday, 5 August 2021, 7:00 AM I have a picture of my brother on my phone. And every time I snap that shit open, there they … Continue ReadingFreedom
CategoriesThoughts Magic Crayons Posted onSaturday, 24 July 2021, 11:12 PMThursday, 29 July 2021, 2:29 AM I wrote out a scene that occurred in my mindspace early this morning. Part of this I had to focus … Continue ReadingMagic Crayons
CategoriesPhotography Thoughts TW: SH Failure Posted onWednesday, 21 July 2021, 8:55 PMFriday, 14 January 2022, 6:08 PM [12 min read] I was 20 when I dropped outta college. I was so stressed out and in such a … Continue ReadingFailure
CategoriesThoughts Jesi Posted onTuesday, 13 July 2021, 4:57 PMThursday, 15 July 2021, 3:10 AM I moved a lot as a kid. I think that’s part of why I got used to not feeling anything … Continue ReadingJesi
CategoriesThoughts Self Posted onTuesday, 6 July 2021, 2:41 AMTuesday, 6 July 2021, 11:36 PM What’s the context I’m entering into? That’s how I know which personality to “turn-on” and which to shut off. Everyone … Continue ReadingSelf
CategoriesThoughts Stories Posted onSaturday, 3 July 2021, 5:08 AMTuesday, 6 July 2021, 11:17 PM Stories I tell myself that aren’t true and yet completely colored my thoughts, behaviors, and emotions growing up. On Creativity … Continue ReadingStories
CategoriesThoughts Nightmare Posted onThursday, 1 July 2021, 3:32 PMThursday, 1 July 2021, 3:39 PM I haven’t dreamt much since my brother died, but it seems like a reliable way to disrupt my sleep, is … Continue ReadingNightmare
