I am doing better. It’s still hard but, I’m doing better. Last night, I went to dinner with R and walked back home tipsy. The dinner was amazing. I also got to chat with one of my online friends for the first time. It was really pleasant and afterwards I sat out on the back deck and listened to the symphony of cicadas and grasshoppers. It was almost deafening. I looked up at the sky and we had a bright full moon weaving in and out of wispy clouds. I snapped a photo. that’s my neighbors house there with some weird shadows cast from our house. It’s nice to be able to appreciate beauty again. <3