One of my aunts has Covid – she’s not doing well. Mom sending me tons of texts about it. She has 3 kids – two young – can’t work.. single mother.. needs money.
One my cousins here in KC also has Covid. She tried to text me and I never answered cause I avoid family. You weren’t there for your brother, why would this be any different?
Parents need help with Christmas stuff for twins.. and help sending stuff to my aunt… and just help always. I got appraisal back on my brothers house.. selling my brothers house. Selling it. Always need to help with everything. Brother is dead. Don’t you remember? He’s gone and it’s only you. Don’t you get it? You were made to be used.
And you were never good enough. Why can’t you handle anything? You deserve these bruises. You deserve more than this. Failure.
Suffer, Jesi, Suffer