Who cares about anything really. Reality is an illusion after all… you are past, present and as for future? Well that shit is highly dependent on causation…. and time might not even really exist.. according to this awesome article I read.
In short… rethink what we know about time (that it “exists” as a fundamental part of the universe).. and say that time is just a concept that emerges as a result of other fundamental forces. What forces you might ask? Well in the theory in the article “causation” could be that force. Meaning something anyone or anything does results in something else…always. So then, time just emerges from causation. Causation exists as a fundamental principle of the universe… and time is just an after effect.. maybe causation is the fourth dimension *gasp*!
The reason I love this theory.. is because it keeps free will in tact. The thing that always bothered me about the prevailing theory about time being the fourth dimension was that it pretty much eliminated free will. FYI Einstein famously proved there’s a 4th dimension – “special relativity” – but what’s in question is whether that dimension is time or not. This theory says that all things are happening all at once (have happened already) – it’s just that our tiny human brains can only perceive things in 3D (three dimensions) instead of 4D (4th dimension being time) so we’re experiencing time linearly and all this crap would essentially indicate that things are predetermined……
Fuuuck that. Give me causation bitches!! I get to do what I want and it causes other shit to happen – MANIFEST FUCKING DESTINY. LOL I’M GONNA RULE THE WORLDDDDD….. well maybe just my own world. : ) Also seems to support the idea of multi-verses as well i think.. but not going to go down that rabbit hole..
Anyway – I drew a bunch of boxes… for class… too many fucking boxes.
This shit got messy – i got so fucking tired i’m still not even done lol. This is all that’s involved in plotting shit correctly… fucking nuts!
Oh while I was going exploring high out of my MIND yesterday (like really – i woke up still high lol) this happened…. welcome corruption and minx… *sigh*
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Today I find, that I don’t care about anything or anyone and that works just fine for meee >: )
Fuck. Everyone.
So what if I’m stoned outta my mind?
BOXES. lots of fucking boxes.