Thoughts – Page 9

Finally broke down and went to the doc. They gave me drugs lol, tramadol (narcotic) and some barbiturates for the … Continue ReadingRelief

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Tuesday, 8 February 2022, 12:34 AMTuesday, 8 February 2022, 12:54 PM

No sleep. Pain. Lingering dizziness and tension from migraine. Legs hurt so much from PT. Neck feels awful. Flashbacks. Cant … Continue Reading:<

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The Weekend

Monday, 7 February 2022, 9:47 PMTuesday, 8 February 2022, 12:53 PM

Migraine. Bad one. Been a while, but perfect storm this week. Period (a weirdly heavy one) and emotional drama and … Continue ReadingThe Weekend

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The Problem is…

Saturday, 5 February 2022, 1:31 PMSaturday, 5 February 2022, 1:50 PM

That I don’t really know who I am because my entire life has been driven by fear, survival, and insecurity. … Continue ReadingThe Problem is…

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Check-in

Thursday, 3 February 2022, 5:50 PMFriday, 4 February 2022, 10:07 AM

I just can’t seem to feel anything. I was supposed to come to the gym and workout. Instead, I parked … Continue ReadingCheck-in

Art Thoughts

The Cold

Tuesday, 1 February 2022, 7:58 PMMonday, 7 February 2022, 9:50 PM

I actually like winter. Probably my second favorite season after fall. Something about the world getting quieter as the cold … Continue ReadingThe Cold

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Self

Monday, 31 January 2022, 10:36 PMTuesday, 1 February 2022, 8:52 AM

Sometimes I don’t know who I am. It’s happening a lot lately. But it’s okay. I think I was trying … Continue ReadingSelf

Art Thoughts

Down

Sunday, 30 January 2022, 1:32 PMMonday, 31 January 2022, 9:06 PM

I feel sad today. It’s a big playoff game for the Chiefs. But also my parents are back in town … Continue ReadingDown

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Work & Family

Friday, 28 January 2022, 9:08 PMTuesday, 22 February 2022, 8:46 PM

Restless night. I got prescribed fluvoxamine for anxiety/depression and hydroxyzine as a, um, backup medication? lol I looked at the … Continue ReadingWork & Family

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Please Don’t Leave

Thursday, 27 January 2022, 12:49 AMThursday, 27 January 2022, 11:30 AM

It’s all I feel right now and I don’t know why. EP stepping up I guess. I think sometimes when … Continue ReadingPlease Don’t Leave