CategoriesDreams Thoughts TW: CSA TW: SA Horror Porn Posted onSaturday, 19 February 2022, 6:36 PMSunday, 20 February 2022, 12:16 PM Bad dream. Which is putting it mildly. Flashback and dreams are coming back really fast now that I’ve gotten a … Continue ReadingHorror Porn
CategoriesThoughts Another Abandonment Posted onFriday, 18 February 2022, 10:57 PMSaturday, 19 February 2022, 1:07 AM When I was a teenager, I made a lot of online friends because I was home alone a lot during … Continue ReadingAnother Abandonment
CategoriesThoughts Myself Posted onFriday, 18 February 2022, 5:56 PMSaturday, 19 February 2022, 1:02 AM It was a good day today overall. I do have a rebound headache.. possibly another migraine coming on which is … Continue ReadingMyself
CategoriesThoughts Morning, Bitches! Posted onWednesday, 16 February 2022, 10:49 AMSaturday, 19 February 2022, 12:57 AM I feel like I’m channeling some major Darkness vibes this AM lol. I kind of don’t mind it though. I’m … Continue ReadingMorning, Bitches!
CategoriesThoughts Moving On Posted onWednesday, 16 February 2022, 12:35 AM I didn’t take my antidepressant tonight and whatever I took yesterday wore off. I feel happy and relaxed for the … Continue ReadingMoving On
CategoriesThoughts TW: SI Call of the Void Posted onTuesday, 15 February 2022, 11:39 AMTuesday, 15 February 2022, 11:39 AM Fighting for my life this week. Making some questionable decisions. All I see is suicide when I close my eyes. … Continue ReadingCall of the Void
CategoriesThoughts Religious Experience Posted onTuesday, 15 February 2022, 1:32 AMTuesday, 15 February 2022, 1:38 AM When I was 17 I dated a “priest in training” of a local episcopal church who also worked part time … Continue ReadingReligious Experience
CategoriesThoughts TW: SI Tired Posted onMonday, 14 February 2022, 4:55 PMTuesday, 15 February 2022, 1:53 AM I’m sad today. I actually had a lovely anniversary weekend with Rich. He was really sweet. I was pretty anxious … Continue ReadingTired
CategoriesThoughts TW: SI Fluvoxamine Posted onSunday, 13 February 2022, 4:00 PMTuesday, 15 February 2022, 1:48 AM I wanted to document my experience with the anti-depressant Fluvoxamine (25mg lowest dose btw) because I’m not very good at … Continue ReadingFluvoxamine
CategoriesThoughts Down Posted onWednesday, 9 February 2022, 12:35 PMWednesday, 9 February 2022, 3:54 PM Woke up late. Slept too deep. Missed a meeting. But because I’m so out of it, I don’t even care. … Continue ReadingDown