CategoriesDreams Thoughts Small Posted onMonday, 18 April 2022, 8:37 PMMonday, 18 April 2022, 8:39 PM Sometimes a dream comes back to me. A dream I had a long time ago that I didn’t understand or … Continue ReadingSmall
CategoriesThoughts Life Posted onSaturday, 16 April 2022, 9:56 PMSaturday, 16 April 2022, 9:56 PM I stayed up late last night journaling. I had to. It was the only thing could do to deal with … Continue ReadingLife
CategoriesThoughts Instincts Posted onSaturday, 16 April 2022, 12:29 AMSaturday, 16 April 2022, 12:57 AM I woke up from a dream where I was floating in a vast ocean of clouds… weightless and unfeeling. Where … Continue ReadingInstincts
CategoriesThoughts Happy Birthday & Goodbye Posted onWednesday, 13 April 2022, 9:09 AMWednesday, 13 April 2022, 9:10 AM I can hear the sound of a heartbeat before it goes out Won't ever leave my memory of bloodshed all … Continue ReadingHappy Birthday & Goodbye
CategoriesThoughts TW: SI One Week Posted onTuesday, 12 April 2022, 6:30 PMTuesday, 12 April 2022, 6:38 PM This is to you… but I don’t want to bug you with emails so I’ll leave it here. Whenever I … Continue ReadingOne Week
CategoriesDreams Thoughts wither Posted onTuesday, 12 April 2022, 6:04 AMTuesday, 12 April 2022, 2:26 PM Couldn’t sleep tonight. Woke up at 5am and brain wouldn’t shut off. Overwhelming need to self harm. I hate myself. … Continue Readingwither
CategoriesThoughts Dark, Dark, Dark Posted onTuesday, 5 April 2022, 5:54 PMTuesday, 5 April 2022, 5:54 PM It will be okay, right? But, I feel inadequate in ever way. I just don’t measure up. I feel lost. … Continue ReadingDark, Dark, Dark
CategoriesThoughts Who I am. Posted onSaturday, 2 April 2022, 9:31 AMSaturday, 2 April 2022, 9:35 AM What is it like to be me? You have often thought of me as confident, sultry, sexy, impish. A perverse … Continue ReadingWho I am.
CategoriesAlters Thoughts TW: SA Deviant’s Song Posted onFriday, 1 April 2022, 3:47 PMSaturday, 2 April 2022, 8:49 AM I tried. I tried to let her have some space…. and even with the 60 seconds of allowance… I can … Continue ReadingDeviant’s Song
CategoriesThoughts Alone Posted onSunday, 27 March 2022, 2:18 PMSunday, 27 March 2022, 2:50 PM I feel bruised. Depressed and like nothing matters. Because it doesn’t. and i could get up and move around and … Continue ReadingAlone
