2021 – Page 2 – Midnight

Order

AC: The goal is to maintain order at all costs. How can we live a productive life if you’re always … Continue ReadingOrder

Thoughts

I had a really good day yesterday as far as feeling…calm…open and ready to take on the world. Full of … Continue ReadingLook Away

Thoughts

I’m 37 today. Life is really weird. I decided to go out last night – got extremely trashed and had … Continue ReadingAcceptance

It was my dad’s birthday yesterday. Mine’s tomorrow. I hate it. I want to just gloss over it like any … Continue ReadingBirthday

One of my aunts has Covid – she’s not doing well. Mom sending me tons of texts about it. She … Continue ReadingSuffer

Well. I made it. I made it to the end of the week. I struggled. There were so many opportunities … Continue ReadingTrials

Thoughts

You know what I want? I want you to burn all of my clothes. Donate all of my belongings. Sell … Continue ReadingBlood & Tears

Screams. When will it be over? Why do I always suffer? I only live for you. I hate living. Someone … Continue ReadingUsed

I don’t know who i am … by the end of this week I’ve completely lost site of “me”. I … Continue ReadingRage

Once upon a time I dreamt that I was standing on the shoreline of a vast body of water. It … Continue ReadingDream