CategoriesThoughts Like Water Posted onTuesday, 28 December 2021, 2:56 PMFriday, 7 January 2022, 2:56 PM They’re just days. I tell myself that they are just days. Some of them are ugly and painful and some … Continue ReadingLike Water
CategoriesThoughts The Part that’s Often Silent Posted onMonday, 20 December 2021, 7:26 AMMonday, 20 December 2021, 7:28 AM This is for my T, but he’s on vacation so I’m leaving it here. The Silent: I wanna know. If … Continue ReadingThe Part that’s Often Silent
CategoriesThoughts Silence Posted onMonday, 20 December 2021, 4:02 AMMonday, 20 December 2021, 10:41 AM The silence is piercing. Falco was always hungry and especially active at night. Thudding down stairs, hopping on counter tops, … Continue ReadingSilence
CategoriesThoughts Rollercoaster Posted onSunday, 19 December 2021, 10:37 AMMonday, 20 December 2021, 10:42 AM This AM: Can’t. stop. crying. *** I don’t know how I feel. Sometimes I feel like the good moments, the … Continue ReadingRollercoaster
CategoriesPhotography Thoughts Falco Posted onFriday, 17 December 2021, 9:37 PMMonday, 13 June 2022, 1:36 PM One day in the summer of 2007 I was mad at David like always because we always fought. I stormed … Continue ReadingFalco
CategoriesThoughts Words Posted onTuesday, 14 December 2021, 6:46 PM Sometimes I worry I am actually dipping into psychotic territory. That my brain is actually crumbling. The words are melting. … Continue ReadingWords
CategoriesThoughts Hyperfocus Posted onTuesday, 14 December 2021, 3:50 AMTuesday, 14 December 2021, 3:58 AM Went for Sativa tonight. Needed to make real progress on my proto. Sometimes there’s no in-between. I either don’t give … Continue ReadingHyperfocus
Categoriesgratitude Thoughts Love & Cake Posted onSunday, 12 December 2021, 9:29 PMTuesday, 14 December 2021, 12:13 PM All week I was sick (tummy troubles and I’ll spare you the deets lol), lets just say I feel like … Continue ReadingLove & Cake
CategoriesThoughts Storm Posted onSaturday, 11 December 2021, 5:22 AMSaturday, 11 December 2021, 5:31 AM This week was hard. Really hard. Thanksgiving was harder, I’ll give you that. But this was no cake-walk. I had … Continue ReadingStorm
CategoriesThoughts Sick Posted onThursday, 9 December 2021, 10:54 PM My stomach has been wrecked for days. Cause I needed that – why not. I don’t know. Who wants to … Continue ReadingSick
