CategoriesThoughts Target Memories Posted onSaturday, 16 July 2022, 12:57 AMSaturday, 16 July 2022, 12:58 AM I was doing some research on EMDR. I watched a few videos. I heard the practitioner talk about target memories. … Continue ReadingTarget Memories
CategoriesThoughts TW: CSA Sharp Posted onTuesday, 12 July 2022, 11:52 PMTuesday, 12 July 2022, 11:55 PM What I really feel… Is fear. And hurt. And more fear. And this pit in my stomach. And a tight … Continue ReadingSharp
CategoriesThoughts TW: CSA Matrix Posted onTuesday, 12 July 2022, 3:19 AMTuesday, 12 July 2022, 3:30 AM I started to fall asleep. And somewhere between sleep and awake, my brain started to flood. 20 or 30 disparate … Continue ReadingMatrix
CategoriesThoughts Fragments & Fear Posted onFriday, 8 July 2022, 10:30 PMSunday, 10 July 2022, 12:02 PM I felt good all day. Like REALLY fucking good. I think the wellbutrin is doing it’s job. But t here … Continue ReadingFragments & Fear
CategoriesThoughts Not a Good Day Posted onSaturday, 25 June 2022, 10:23 PM It’s just not a good day. I don’t know how I’m supposed to focus on anything. Nothing feels meaningful. I … Continue ReadingNot a Good Day
CategoriesArt Thoughts Today. Posted onFriday, 24 June 2022, 10:00 PMFriday, 24 June 2022, 10:01 PM This is how I feel today. I might not feel this way tomorrow, but it’s how I feel now. So…much…pain….and … Continue ReadingToday.
CategoriesThoughts Returning Home Posted onMonday, 13 June 2022, 2:22 PMTuesday, 14 June 2022, 10:41 AM Related Post: Falco I tried to take a much needed nap when I got home. I couldn’t. Thoughts that I’d … Continue ReadingReturning Home
CategoriesThoughts Reminders Posted onMonday, 6 June 2022, 7:57 PMTuesday, 7 June 2022, 8:46 AM The reminders are all over the place. Of my past, of my present, of the weight of the responsibility I … Continue ReadingReminders
CategoriesDreams Good Girl Posted onSunday, 5 June 2022, 8:59 AMSunday, 5 June 2022, 1:14 PM I was in some physical pain last night, running around with my friends and then with the kids and barely … Continue ReadingGood Girl
CategoriesArt Thoughts What would it be like? Posted onThursday, 2 June 2022, 1:09 PMThursday, 2 June 2022, 1:20 PM I wonder. What would it be like to be my authentic self around my family. To be open about my … Continue ReadingWhat would it be like?
