Thoughts

Who I am.

What is it like to be me? You have often thought of me as confident, sultry, sexy, impish. A perverse … Continue ReadingWho I am.

I tried. I tried to let her have some space…. and even with the 60 seconds of allowance… I can … Continue ReadingDeviant’s Song

Thoughts

I feel bruised. Depressed and like nothing matters. Because it doesn’t. and i could get up and move around and … Continue ReadingAlone

Thoughts

Parttectonics.com/the-door Maybe I’m just not strong enough.

The MatrixOS (operating system) is the name I gave to the part of my brain that seemed to be locking me … Continue ReadingUnlocked

I’ve always been a little weird about this. The word, the concept, my understanding of faith. I’m typing this in … Continue ReadingSpirituality

So, one of the things that confuses me… about myself is that people often have regarded me as having high … Continue ReadingStrength

Thoughts

Feeling off today. Dinner with folks last night went okay but when I got home, I could tell Parts were … Continue ReadingHide

I’ve been making some major strides, the kind of growth that has been painfully earned with blood, sweat, and tears. … Continue ReadingStrides

And just like that you realize how much you’ve grown as a person. Yeah, I still have a lot of … Continue ReadingAwake