Thoughts

Stop

Tuesday, 13 September 2022, 9:32 PMTuesday, 13 September 2022, 11:58 PM

//I can’t do this. I won’t… stop…don’t talk about this..// Reliving some of this stuff is .. hard isn’t even … Continue ReadingStop

Art Thoughts

Quiet, Quiet, Quiet!

Tuesday, 13 September 2022, 12:21 AMTuesday, 13 September 2022, 8:57 PM

Too many thoughts… can never sleep. Turn them off plz… I don’t think I know what it means to be … Continue ReadingQuiet, Quiet, Quiet!

Dreams Thoughts

Dark Circles

Sunday, 11 September 2022, 11:04 AMSunday, 11 September 2022, 11:04 AM

I.. am so tired. Nightmare… again. I have had several days in a row of absolutely horrible sleep. How long … Continue ReadingDark Circles

Art Thoughts

Raw

Saturday, 10 September 2022, 5:38 PMSaturday, 10 September 2022, 5:38 PM

What is this about? I had a csa dream last night. I don’t feel this way… a part of me … Continue ReadingRaw

Art Thoughts

The Death of You

Saturday, 10 September 2022, 5:29 PMSaturday, 10 September 2022, 5:38 PM

This is inspired by Alphons Mucha’s poster series for Sarah Bernhardt (very famous actress at the time). I felt like … Continue ReadingThe Death of You

Art Thoughts

Body

Tuesday, 6 September 2022, 7:34 AMTuesday, 6 September 2022, 2:36 PM

I couldn’t sleep. Too much alcohol and heavy food yesterday. Woke up scared I said something dumb in an email … Continue ReadingBody

Art Thoughts

Dysphoria

Monday, 29 August 2022, 8:08 PMTuesday, 30 August 2022, 11:03 AM

Got home and fell asleep. Dreamt of taking a hot shower and slicing deeply into my wrists and watching the … Continue ReadingDysphoria

Thoughts

The Items in the Basement

Thursday, 25 August 2022, 12:46 PMThursday, 25 August 2022, 12:46 PM

I end up in the basement in a lot of my dreams. I think i read somewhere long ago that … Continue ReadingThe Items in the Basement

Thoughts

Atta Girl

Sunday, 21 August 2022, 8:42 PMMonday, 22 August 2022, 11:45 AM

Feeling low. Intrusive thoughts floating into awareness. The words feel like they’re sailing in gently… sort of diffusing their way … Continue ReadingAtta Girl

Thoughts

Loneliness

Monday, 15 August 2022, 11:13 PMWednesday, 17 August 2022, 10:22 PM

Memories are just leaking out as barriers collapse. I don’t like it. You know why I always feel alone? Because … Continue ReadingLoneliness